Peanuts lost episode (charlie brown's suicide)

Anyone remember peanuts,yeah mostly you'll find them in a bargain bin or at a dollar store or at a truck stop and that is where i got most of mine,so one day i treated my self to a trip to my salvation army store and was looking at the vhs tapes and one caught my eye,it was a peanuts vhs tape but the case was a transparent vhs case,there was a label on the tape that was a peice of tape that was ritten in red permenant marker that said charlie browns suicide.So i bought it and the man at the front counter looked at it and his face turned pale and put his hand on his cheast and said"do you really want to buy this tape?" so i said "yes" and took it home and put the tape in the vcr and pushed the play button.

The tape started with the outside of charlie brown's house and him walking for 10 seconds,and he was playing in a football and the announcer said"hello ladies and gentalmen boys and girls welcome to winter football now we are competing charlie brow.Will he kick the ball or lose?" he went and missed kicking the ball and slipped,eneryone was booing him and there was a closeup of his with tears of blood,it cut to him in his bedroom with a gun he pointed it to his face and shot himself and the tape ended there.I thought someone would see this they know about it so I used a vhs to dvd converter and uploded it to youtube if you know about this please contact me.